Lizzy Golda
the blood of a poet
turns towards the glitter
shouts you know what
new york city you are fucking welcome
even if almost everybody moves on
won’t be left lonely
the blood of a poet
gurgles snow from the streets
even while elegant
dinner parties abide
goes to work
new york city
covered in bells
the blood of a poet
under the tutelage
of a dominatrix
new york city
the blood of a poet
the saddest voice
on the train
is singing stand by me
and I’m throwing my hat
oh my god I will
straight into the air
my nature
she’s just obsessed
with smells
permission
to feel
excited
blunt
splendor
bashing
the temple
where she is
leading me
F train
F train, I’ve had this
dream of a cathedral a
part of my spirit
is vaulted ceilings;
it’s very orderly and
also very free.
Inside of that, there’s
a little synagogue with
hares leaping, painted
on its ceilings and
inside of that, I have my
own small theater
where I take people
who I love or they take me
there, sometimes crying.
I might call this dream:
the way that I live inside
civilization.
F train, I dreamt of
an architecture of great
catharsis! F train,
my head on your chest!
That is catharsis that won’t
stop! All I can think
about is how I
brought a stage light into you!
And then you kissed me!
In Brooklyn
I could share paradise
Los Angeles has never ever been as pink
I behave in a Lilith manner
but I would banish all harm from your life
with amulets that work
I wish to rewrite Fiddler on the Roof
so Tevya’s daughters aren’t apart any more
so we don’t have to be apart any more
This is the only topic for ballads
you converting away
So many rooftops we could see three stars on
in New York City
You remind me of serotonin
You remind me of baths where I can develop like photography
At the time, I did not have any art in my loft
besides one circle on a wall dedicated
to my dreams
You were so funny
You said I like this piece you have here
This activates the whole space
Jewish LA
The house is rubble!
Even Moshe had
to die.
My body wishes
she could live long as stones.
I dry off
on concrete by my pool.
I want you to find
my grandma’s red hibiscus
on the side yard.
I plant
sage bush and get
pregnant.
Lizzy Golda lives in Brooklyn. Her poems have appeared in Prelude, Posit, No, Dear and elsewhere